Scared of Heaven — Ness Uskert

I thought that sin was good for me Though with its knowledge came impurity From the start we always got along But his face shattered our sweet bond

If only sin looked beautiful I could fall in love His words make me melt But they are vipers hidden in doves

I’ve been led astray so much How can I fix myself? Absolution is not enough Will I ever be loved

I know I should but I But I can’t do it I can’t Save myself from The pain of life

I’m scared of heaven But I’m — I’m scared of hell I’m I’m scared I’ll die and No one will care I’m scared of heaven Because if I don’t fit in there Only sin will love me And sin’s no savior

Oooh-oh-oooh Oooh-oh-oooh Oooh-oh-oooh

Sweet cream dripping down my cheeks They are tears I’m obsolete I keep wishing for a change But wishing is deranged

When will I hold off my foes And finally lie alone Away from all the pain That is my home

Ohs

When you pretend to know me Do you ever see me clearly Do you ever see my scars

You all think think that I am happy You couldn’t be more wrong Why don’t you get to know me really Really know me

I’m scared of heaven Because I won’t fit in there No matter who loves me ‘Cause I don’t love myself

Ohhhh

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